“You can make more friends in two months by becoming interested in other people than you can in two years by trying to get other people interested in you.” – Dale Carnegie

“Treat people as if they were what they ought to be, and you help them to become what they are capable of being.” – Johann Wolfgang Von Goete

“A simple friend opens a conversation with a full news bulletin on his life. Real friend says, ‘What’s new with you?’” – Unknown

“Friends are God’s way of taking care of us. If you should die before me, ask if you could bring a friend.” – Stone Temple Pilots

“If all my friends were to jump off a bridge, I wouldn’t jump with them, I’d be at the bottom to catch them. Everyone hears what you say. Friends listen to what you say. Best friends listen to what you don’t say. We all take different paths in life, but no matter where we go, we take a little of each other everywhere.” – Tim McGraw

“He who has thousand friends has not a friend to spare, and he who one enemy will meet him everywhere.” – Ralph Waldo Emerson

“A friend might well be reckoned the masterpiece of nature.” – Ralph Waldo Emerson

“Friendship is one mind in two bodies.” – Mencius

“Each friend represents a world in us, a world possibly not born until they arrive, and it is only by this meeting that a new world is born.” – Anais Nin

“Your friend is the man who knows all about you, and still likes you.” – Elbert Hubbard

“Two may talk together under the same roof for many years, yet never really meet, and two others at first speech are old friends.” – Mary Catherwood

“Strangers are just friends waiting to happen.” – Unknown

“The best mirror is an old friend.” – George Herbert

“The best way to keep your friends is not to give them away.” – Wilson Mizner

“The most I can do for my friend is simply to he his friend. I have no wealth to bestow on him. If he knows that I am happy in loving him, he will want no other reward. Is not friendship divine in this?” – Henry David Thoreau

“Never explain – your friends do need it and your enemies will not believe you anyway.” – Elbert Hubbard

“Everyone calls himself a friend, but only a fool relies on it: nothing is commoner than the name, nothing rarer than the thing.” – Jean de la Fontaine

“Choose your friends like your books, few but choice.” – American Proverb

“My father always used to say that when you die, if you’ve got five real friends, then you’ve had a great life.” – Lee Iacocca

“A friend is a person with whom I may be sincere. Before him, I may think aloud.” – Ralph Waldo Emerson

“The best vitamin for making friends is B-1.” – Unknown

“We really don’t have enemies. It’s just that some of our best friends are trying to kill us.” – Unknown

“The more we love our friends, the less we flatter them; it is by excusing nothing that pure love shows itself.” – Moliere (1622-1672)

“Nothing makes the earth seem so spacious as to have friends at a distance. They make the latitudes and longitudes.” – Henry David Thoreau

“A friend is a gift you give yourself.” – Robert Louis Stevenson

“If two friends ask you to judge a dispute, don’t accept, because you will lose one friend. On the other hand, if two strangers come with the same request, accept because you will gain one friend. – Saint Augustine Roman religious figure and philosopher

“A friend is one who walks in when others walks out.” – Walter Winchell

If I knew the words to say, you would have the answers now.I just can’t seem to find them, I only wish I knew how. 

I worry that you think I lie,and it will break us in two.But all I can do is promise that,baby… I Love You!——————– 

I watch him as he sleeps, his peaceful sleep. He takes a breath, first shallow, then deep. I breath with him, gazing upon him with much love…. Studying each precious feature, memorizing every line, shape and curve of his being. A little piece of heaven is what I’m actually seeing. I take focus on his lips, laying gently, one on top of the other… perfectly shaped, soft and warm. They part ever so slightly as his sleep deepens, and I am reminded of his kiss. Like the sun, it warms me from head to toe. Each kiss comes to an end but never quite lets me go. Quietly I sit…. close to him, still with him. Watching him with my eyes, loving him with my heart, embracing him with my soul. Every breath draws me closer in spirit, deeper in love. And so….. I watch him as he sleeps, his peaceful sleep.——————- 

Keep my memories in your pocketand my picture in your mind,I’m leaving here forever…to a place of another kind. 

As the years will passAnd time will push you on,to the very placeI will go when I am gone. 

So, ’til that very momentwhen our paths shall cross again,Please accept my thanksfor always being there, my friend. 

———————- 

You are the morning I long for,You are the one who lights my day,You encourage me to laughter,And make my heartaches go away, 

You are the reason I am living,You make the storm clouds cease,My heart swells within me,As a glimpse of you I see, 

You make my gray skies blue,As your smile is my cue,It’s so wonderfully precious,In your presence to be, 

The day is now fleeting,And soon will end,Now, I am revealing my love for you-No longer to pretend. 

So, hold me close, my dear,And never let me go,I want no other,For I love you so!—————–As long as my dreams are always of youAs long as a couple means only twoAs long as forever contains me and you    I’m thinking of you… 

As long as the moon shines in your eyesAs long as faith will never dieAs long as there’s love between you and I    I’m thinking of you… 

As long as our eyes meet in burning flameAs long as trust means ‘no one’s to blame’As long as the hurt ends in no shame    I’m thinking of you… 

As long as we survive as a pairAs long as I know that you’ll always careAs long as love remains true and fair    I’m thinnking of you… 

As long as the calm follows the stormAs long as the need becomes well-wornAs long as I’m safe and left untorn    I’m thinking of you… 

As long as your love keeps me from harmAs long as we’re together, I’ll always be warmAs long as I stay wrapped in your arms    I’m thinking of you…————————- 

I look at you, you never look back at me, I reach for you, you pull yourself free. I whisper, “I love you”, but you no longer hear what I say. I ask you not to leave, you tell me you just can’t stay. I kiss you, but you turn your cheek to mine, I tell you my feelings run deep, you tell me yours are easy to define. I understand your feelings are not as they used to be, You no longer feel the same for me. I tell you I want you back, your answer to that is, “never.” So, now I can only hope our friendship, unlike our love, can last forever. I now embrace the friendship that we share, you and I, Because I know it’s time to bid our love… ‘good-bye.================ 

I keep seeing your faceAlthough you’re far awayI keep hearing your laughterEven though it’s been a while after 

A feeling in my heart has taken over meI just can’t set that feeling freeYou’re always on my mindI know I am not blind 

These feelings I have for youAre nothing but the truthI can’t explain the way I feelI just know what I feel is real 

I want to be near youI’m afraid I’ll be a foolThese feelings I have for you,I know… I’ve got a crush on you.—————- 

If life is a field of satin flowers, you’ve been there from the start,planted in the middle, you’re the flower with the biggest heart.The angels planted you, long ago, your water- their joyous tears,your leaves spread wide and full of love, your nectar, destroying fears. 

The angels named the flower, “Angie,” its love felt all around,so beautiful her silk red petals, her inner beauty, so profound.Then one day a tree was planted, it was crooked and blocked the sun.a lonely tree, it refused to grow, it forgot that life was fun. 

The Angie flower needed sun, she needed the rain to fall, but she moved closer to the tree, even though he blocked it all.She talked and rubbed her silk red petals along the crooked tree,she showed him ways of growing straighter for all the world to see. 

She fed the tree with her own nectar and the tree began to creak,his limbs grew strong, his trunk now formed a mouth with which to speak.The tears of joy fell from the tree and watered the Angie flower,he lifted her up to greet the sun with all his love-felt power. 

He held the flower up too long and her roots began to sprout,they formed inside the happy tree, their love now felt throughout.The tree thanked GOD every day that he grew by the Angie flower,now he can do anything, her beauty gives him power. 

Myself, I know this tale is true and I’d like the world to see,that I’m holding up the Angie flower, because that tree is me. 

I love you Angie…============ 

There are ways I could have you,      without a single word; 

There are reasons I could give you,      that wouldn’t sound absurd. 

There are times I could want you,      that you will never feel; 

There were moments you kiss me,       but they aren’t even real. 

There are words I should write you,      that never could explain- 

There are actions that may hurt you,      but you’d never show the pain. 

There are nights I could touch you,      that would end this ache inside, 

There are feelings I should show you,     where I wouldn’t want to hide. 

There are silences I could fill,      and heartbeats you would hear; 

There are shadows where I’d whisper -      that, “love can conquer fear.” 

There are ways I could look at you,      when my heart is there to see; 

There are dreams I would give you…     but they aren’t meant to be.============== 

My life is judged by those I know,Who helped me love and fully grow,And raised my spirits when lost at sea,But loved me most… for being me. 

My friends are those who always cared,And know my faults and always shared,The good- the bad and all the grey,And held my hand and showed the way. 

But, I love them most for the times we’ve spent,The laughter, tears, and for what they meant,To me- my life and things we’ve shared,But I loved them most because they cared.============= 

You left me crying all alonethinking everything would be okayYou left for
Texas on your planeand I called you on the way.We talked every night and I knew we’d be just fineI’d be back in your armsit was just a matter of time. 

Yesterday, I woke upwith a smile on my faceI had no clue what was going onor getting ready to take placeI heard the tragic newsand it didn’t phase me at firstI continued to watch the TV.realizing it was only getting worse. 

I didn’t know how to reactas my heart filled with fear,as I realized you were involvedI couldn’t hold back my tears.I sat there in shock,all I felt was pain and angerknowing you could be taken from meby a jealous stranger. 

You said you’d fight for your countryYou’d stand proud and be strongbut how’s your baby girl supposed to reactknowing you may never come home.It seems like a nightmarebut it’s really coming true;Each time I close my eyesI can only think of losing you. 

This is out of our hands, it’s all up to GOD now, but I promisehe’s gonna make it all betterand bring you home to me somehow.============= 

You left me crying all alonethinking everything would be okayYou left for
Texas on your planeand I called you on the way.We talked every night and I knew we’d be just fineI’d be back in your armsit was just a matter of time. 

Yesterday, I woke upwith a smile on my faceI had no clue what was going onor getting ready to take placeI heard the tragic newsand it didn’t phase me at firstI continued to watch the TV.realizing it was only getting worse. 

I didn’t know how to reactas my heart filled with fear,as I realized you were involvedI couldn’t hold back my tears.I sat there in shock,all I felt was pain and angerknowing you could be taken from meby a jealous stranger. 

You said you’d fight for your countryYou’d stand proud and be strongbut how’s your baby girl supposed to reactknowing you may never come home.It seems like a nightmarebut it’s really coming true;Each time I close my eyesI can only think of losing you. 

This is out of our hands, it’s all up to GOD now, but I promisehe’s gonna make it all betterand bring you home to me somehow.============== 

Not a day goes by, I don’t see your faceAnd long to be in your embrace, To finally get to kiss those lipsTo place my hands upon your hips,  

And look into those lovely eyesShining like the moonlit skiesTo run my fingers through your hairA silkiness beyond compare 

And finally, caress your lovely cheekSo moved; I cannot speakTo hear that voice; oh so sweetit makes my heart pick up the beat 

To have and hold you- finallyTo be together, you and me=============My heart hurts,My head is spinning.I don’t know what to do;I don’t feel like living. 

I gave you my heart,And you broke it in two.You’ll never, ever know,How much I love you. 

The pain I feel insideIs burning up my dreams.I thought you loved me,But not everything is what it seems. 

But now that it’s over, I feel so sad.And deep down inside I’m hurt, angry and mad. 

You act as though you never even cared,Like you don’t even remember the times we shared. 

I lay in bed and wonder if you still love me,But I now know our love was just a short-lived memory. 

You’ve probably already found someone new,Knowing in your heart… I still love you.==============Wanting so long for this moment to come-I’m overwhelmed by your touchYou pull me close, we slowly kiss-I’ve wanted this so much. 

You say you were wrong; you’ve been so lost- without me by your sideApology accepted, by all my heart-who cares about my pride? 

You push the ring down my finger- it still slides right onSuddenly I feel alive again-all the pain is gone. 

Your eyes just seem to melt my heart-I crave to feel you nearI shiver as your breathtaking voice-whispers in my ear. 

You even go so far to say-you’d like to have my childEvery way you touch my heart-so gentle and so mild. 

I’ve never been so happy before-I’ve never been so completeI’ve never known this side of you-so caring and so sweet. 

The alarm clicks on, I lay in bed-as real as it may seemJust another night alone-…just another DREAM…….============= 

a lover laid down on his bedhis eyes fell closed before he dida hand came close and held him tighthis lover’s love was clear and bright 

she knew that he was close to deatha few small words slipped from his breatha tear rolled down, dripped to her breastshe wrapped his arms around her chest 

laying down upon his heartshe cried out loud for it to startbut from his whisper, all she knewher lover said…   “let me die… holding you”============= 

You’re a special friend Who I know is always there Someone to share my life with Every hope, dream, and care Whenever I feel sad, or alone You’re always there to make me smile It’s friends like you who I know Won’t leave me after a while Special friends like you mean the world to me When I think of something special It is your face I see All the time I’ve spent with you Puts a smile upon my face I hope one day I’ll be with you again Somehow, Sometime, someplace You mean alot to me and I would Do anything in the world for you So, no matter what’s going on in your life Just know you have someone to turn to. You’re a special person I care alot about you I wish I could say how special you are Only if you knew…================ 

“No-one should have to be this strong…”       I heard myself say.I cannot continue living my life….       in such a way.I’m sick of this feuding…      and i’m too tired to fight.I’m not up for the feeling…      of crying all night. 

“You think I am leaving”,      I am wanting to stay.Yet, how can I do that,      when you push me away?You tell me you love me,      and then turn around.So, I cry myself to sleep,      and you never hear a sound. 

You think I can make it,      because you think I am strong…But these day’s are getting shorter       and the nights are growing long.You think i’ll always stay,      but eventually I will go….. 

These are some of the things      I wanted you to know.——————- 

I didn’t plan this, nor did I expect it. I know you didn’t either. In fact, I never would have even dreamed it to ever be. I don’t know why we found each other, I only know that we did.I just want to know where it is you learned to touch me so passionately and send tingling flames all over my body consuming every breath I make.  

Where did you get those soft lips and the knowledge to kiss me and make the whole world stop turning and time stand still. I want to know where it is that says you can come into my life, change it, and turn it up-side down so wonderfully and magically. I want to know how it is that you can tell me everything without ever saying a word.  

How is it that you have not only seen the walls I have spent years building around my heart but gotten past them so easily.  

You move me.   

I want to know how it is that I have survived all this time without you beside me. Now that you are in my life I can’t even begin to imagine existing without you.You have seen past my faults, my mistakes, my past, and, yet, you love me still. How is it that I know you love me without you even telling me?  

I want so badly for you to believe all I say is true. I am nothing like everyone else. I know that deep down you know it is true.You look into my eyes and I don’t know where to begin to describe all the beauty I see. You touch me and nothing else matters. I found my strength in your arms.  

You hold my hand… and I feel what I have only dreamed about. You say my name… and my heart flutters. You call me ‘baby’… and my heart melts at the sound of your voice. You speak to me…and I get lost and carried to a far away place and get lost in your voice as if angels were silently singing.  

You stay beside me and I know I am safe. I feel your breath upon my face and neck as you hold me and it feels as if you are telling me of your love through a whisper. When you run your hand gently down my body goosebumps dance upon my skin. You gently kiss me and my passions are renewed. You hold me and all time stands still with the world at our feet.  

I know for the first time in my life that all is well.Oh, to feel the warmth of your body and the beating of your heart next to mine. To have you in my arms again would fill me with such unspeakable joy. You have touched my life and made it so beautiful that a lifetime would never be enough time to show you how wonderful you truly are.  

You have knocked down the walls and broken the chains that have held me captive all these years. I could never truly be able to speak of your beauty and the wonders of you. I love you with every ounce this body has and every breath I could ever take.  

You are the air I breathe.   

You are my life to me.============== 

Before I can let you love me,Before I can answer the questionOn whether or not I love you,I must first make a confession. 

No matter how much I may want you to,You could never have all of my heart.Because, the last time I gave it awayIt was roughly torn apart. 

No matter how much I feel for youIn any single wayYou must understand my heart …It’s not easily given away. 

No matter how much I trust youOr, how long we have been,I can never give all of my heartTo another man again. 

Piece by piece you’ll earn it,Maybe even a piece everydayBut, I could never fully Give all of my heart away. 

Please say you understand,Please don’t say “but, I’m not him!”Or, you’ll already tearThe pieces you’ve been given.=========== 

Emptiness inside, tears down my face,Am I actually in the right place?Hurt and humiliation is what I’m feeling today,‘I love you forever’, is what I’m going to say.Am I crazy or stupid or just plain dumb?There’s not a feeling in my body… I’m so numb! 

I cried myself to sleep last night in hopes of a better day,But the more and more I think about it, the more and more I pray. 

You said you loved me, you told me you cared,You told me I was the only one in your life,You told me I was to be your wife. 

I try to understand why love hurts so much,Why it brings so much remorse and pain,I guess that’s the way love goes, to put the ones you love insane! 

I was always afraid to tell you, there was so much love and trust,But now that I let it out… everything went to dust. 

I’ve looked into your eyes so many times before,I could never imagine seeing you walk out my door. 

You brought so much happiness and joy in my life,And now it feels like you stabbed me right through the heartWith a large dull knife. 

The abiding love I have inside for you,I promise to never to turn your world so blue,I guess with love no one has the slightest clue!==========Two peas in a pod, two perfect soulmatesTwo bright spirits is all it takes.You’re the light in my eyes and the smile on my face;You’re the reason why my life takes place. 

It seems as if I could never beThe person that I am, you see.Unless you are there by my sideNothing seems to go right. 

You navigate my ship when lost at sea,You held me tight and cried with me,You kissed my tears and washed them away,You told me that, by my side, you’d stay. 

All I can do is try my hardest to beThe kind of friend that you are to me.=========== 

Like the sleeping newborn, my innocence was true,But all that changed the moment I met you. 

Such a splendid life, I thought to myself,Blinded by love, not knowing my need for help. 

Each morning I awoke with thoughts of you,Denying the facts of the scandalous deeds you do. 

I gave you my soul, even my trust,And you threw it away for one night of futile lust. 

I was strangled by the tangled web you weaved.And it’s lucky for you I gave more than I received. 

A garment of love covered my eyes,making it impossible to see through your lies. 

I must admit, at times you were great,but your deceitful ways turned my love to hate.============ 

There are so many dreamsI wish would come true;One of them is you…Yet, you don’t see,You’re blind to my love.You can’t see that I almost worship you.You don’t see into my heartAnd you don’t realizeWhat your words do to me.All it takes is one wordTo make me cryAnd it only takes your smile To make me laugh-But you don’t see that.You don’t see meLike I see you,You don’t love meLike I love you.==========   I loved you so much, and you did me so wrong.  I never thought I would 

…but I’ve finally moved on. 

  You treated me badly, because you knew you had me.  It’s taken so long, and you never thought I could, 

…but I’ve finally moved on. 

   So now it’s time to say good-bye,no more of your childish games    or constant lies.You weakened a love that was so strong   and caused my heart so much pain, 

…but I’ve finally moved on.————— 

I brought a few things today to lie upon your grave.I brought the book that you loved so much.  Yeah that one, about the little choo-choo train that just wouldn’t give up.I also stitched your ‘blankie’ for those nights with a chill.The one you snuggled with when we learned you had fallen ill. 

I know, I know you don’t like to see mommy cry.But it hurts so bad not to look into those big brown eyes.I actually came here to tell you about a dream I had last night- you were there.  I reached out and touched you, ran my fingers through your hair.  I held you close and laughed with you for a bit.  Even told you “NO” and tried not to laugh as you threw one of your little fits. 

When I began to realize it was only a dream, I clenched my eyes together not wanting to awake.Wondering why it was ‘You’ God decided he must take.I know, I know, I shouldn’t question God’s works, as he seems to do them in mysterious ways.But sometimes I wonder how I will make it through the next of my given days. 

Never to hear your little laugh again.Not to see you grow and make a world of friends.Not to see you marry, or graduate from school.Not to argue with you over what’s right versus what’s ‘Cool’. 

You will always be my baby, and I will always think about you day and night.Imagining you dancing with the angels, Oh, what a wonderful sight!Knowing the heavens opened wide to let you in,and imagining in heaven you have made a world of friends. 

Well, it is about time for me to go.Just thought I would stop by for a moment or so;To remind myself that you are always here,even though you are up there.And to remind you that you are always My Little Angel.============ 

If I knew the words to say, you would have the answers now.I just can’t seem to find them, I only wish I knew how. 

I worry that you think I lie,and it will break us in two.But all I can do is promise that,baby… I Love You!——————– 

I watch him as he sleeps, his peaceful sleep. He takes a breath, first shallow, then deep. I breath with him, gazing upon him with much love…. Studying each precious feature, memorizing every line, shape and curve of his being. A little piece of heaven is what I’m actually seeing. I take focus on his lips, laying gently, one on top of the other… perfectly shaped, soft and warm. They part ever so slightly as his sleep deepens, and I am reminded of his kiss. Like the sun, it warms me from head to toe. Each kiss comes to an end but never quite lets me go. Quietly I sit…. close to him, still with him. Watching him with my eyes, loving him with my heart, embracing him with my soul. Every breath draws me closer in spirit, deeper in love. And so….. I watch him as he sleeps, his peaceful sleep.——————- 

Keep my memories in your pocketand my picture in your mind,I’m leaving here forever…to a place of another kind. 

As the years will passAnd time will push you on,to the very placeI will go when I am gone. 

So, ’til that very momentwhen our paths shall cross again,Please accept my thanksfor always being there, my friend. 

———————- 

You are the morning I long for,You are the one who lights my day,You encourage me to laughter,And make my heartaches go away, 

You are the reason I am living,You make the storm clouds cease,My heart swells within me,As a glimpse of you I see, 

You make my gray skies blue,As your smile is my cue,It’s so wonderfully precious,In your presence to be, 

The day is now fleeting,And soon will end,Now, I am revealing my love for you-No longer to pretend. 

So, hold me close, my dear,And never let me go,I want no other,For I love you so!—————–As long as my dreams are always of youAs long as a couple means only twoAs long as forever contains me and you    I’m thinking of you… 

As long as the moon shines in your eyesAs long as faith will never dieAs long as there’s love between you and I    I’m thinking of you… 

As long as our eyes meet in burning flameAs long as trust means ‘no one’s to blame’As long as the hurt ends in no shame    I’m thinking of you… 

As long as we survive as a pairAs long as I know that you’ll always careAs long as love remains true and fair    I’m thinnking of you… 

As long as the calm follows the stormAs long as the need becomes well-wornAs long as I’m safe and left untorn    I’m thinking of you… 

As long as your love keeps me from harmAs long as we’re together, I’ll always be warmAs long as I stay wrapped in your arms    I’m thinking of you…————————- 

I look at you, you never look back at me, I reach for you, you pull yourself free. I whisper, “I love you”, but you no longer hear what I say. I ask you not to leave, you tell me you just can’t stay. I kiss you, but you turn your cheek to mine, I tell you my feelings run deep, you tell me yours are easy to define. I understand your feelings are not as they used to be, You no longer feel the same for me. I tell you I want you back, your answer to that is, “never.” So, now I can only hope our friendship, unlike our love, can last forever. I now embrace the friendship that we share, you and I, Because I know it’s time to bid our love… ‘good-bye.================ 

I keep seeing your faceAlthough you’re far awayI keep hearing your laughterEven though it’s been a while after 

A feeling in my heart has taken over meI just can’t set that feeling freeYou’re always on my mindI know I am not blind 

These feelings I have for youAre nothing but the truthI can’t explain the way I feelI just know what I feel is real 

I want to be near youI’m afraid I’ll be a foolThese feelings I have for you,I know… I’ve got a crush on you.—————- 

If life is a field of satin flowers, you’ve been there from the start,planted in the middle, you’re the flower with the biggest heart.The angels planted you, long ago, your water- their joyous tears,your leaves spread wide and full of love, your nectar, destroying fears. 

The angels named the flower, “Angie,” its love felt all around,so beautiful her silk red petals, her inner beauty, so profound.Then one day a tree was planted, it was crooked and blocked the sun.a lonely tree, it refused to grow, it forgot that life was fun. 

The Angie flower needed sun, she needed the rain to fall, but she moved closer to the tree, even though he blocked it all.She talked and rubbed her silk red petals along the crooked tree,she showed him ways of growing straighter for all the world to see. 

She fed the tree with her own nectar and the tree began to creak,his limbs grew strong, his trunk now formed a mouth with which to speak.The tears of joy fell from the tree and watered the Angie flower,he lifted her up to greet the sun with all his love-felt power. 

He held the flower up too long and her roots began to sprout,they formed inside the happy tree, their love now felt throughout.The tree thanked GOD every day that he grew by the Angie flower,now he can do anything, her beauty gives him power. 

Myself, I know this tale is true and I’d like the world to see,that I’m holding up the Angie flower, because that tree is me. 

I love you Angie…============ 

There are ways I could have you,      without a single word; 

There are reasons I could give you,      that wouldn’t sound absurd. 

There are times I could want you,      that you will never feel; 

There were moments you kiss me,       but they aren’t even real. 

There are words I should write you,      that never could explain- 

There are actions that may hurt you,      but you’d never show the pain. 

There are nights I could touch you,      that would end this ache inside, 

There are feelings I should show you,     where I wouldn’t want to hide. 

There are silences I could fill,      and heartbeats you would hear; 

There are shadows where I’d whisper -      that, “love can conquer fear.” 

There are ways I could look at you,      when my heart is there to see; 

There are dreams I would give you…     but they aren’t meant to be.============== 

My life is judged by those I know,Who helped me love and fully grow,And raised my spirits when lost at sea,But loved me most… for being me. 

My friends are those who always cared,And know my faults and always shared,The good- the bad and all the grey,And held my hand and showed the way. 

But, I love them most for the times we’ve spent,The laughter, tears, and for what they meant,To me- my life and things we’ve shared,But I loved them most because they cared.============= 

You left me crying all alonethinking everything would be okayYou left for
Texas on your planeand I called you on the way.We talked every night and I knew we’d be just fineI’d be back in your armsit was just a matter of time. 

Yesterday, I woke upwith a smile on my faceI had no clue what was going onor getting ready to take placeI heard the tragic newsand it didn’t phase me at firstI continued to watch the TV.realizing it was only getting worse. 

I didn’t know how to reactas my heart filled with fear,as I realized you were involvedI couldn’t hold back my tears.I sat there in shock,all I felt was pain and angerknowing you could be taken from meby a jealous stranger. 

You said you’d fight for your countryYou’d stand proud and be strongbut how’s your baby girl supposed to reactknowing you may never come home.It seems like a nightmarebut it’s really coming true;Each time I close my eyesI can only think of losing you. 

This is out of our hands, it’s all up to GOD now, but I promisehe’s gonna make it all betterand bring you home to me somehow.============= 

You left me crying all alonethinking everything would be okayYou left for
Texas on your planeand I called you on the way.We talked every night and I knew we’d be just fineI’d be back in your armsit was just a matter of time. 

Yesterday, I woke upwith a smile on my faceI had no clue what was going onor getting ready to take placeI heard the tragic newsand it didn’t phase me at firstI continued to watch the TV.realizing it was only getting worse. 

I didn’t know how to reactas my heart filled with fear,as I realized you were involvedI couldn’t hold back my tears.I sat there in shock,all I felt was pain and angerknowing you could be taken from meby a jealous stranger. 

You said you’d fight for your countryYou’d stand proud and be strongbut how’s your baby girl supposed to reactknowing you may never come home.It seems like a nightmarebut it’s really coming true;Each time I close my eyesI can only think of losing you. 

This is out of our hands, it’s all up to GOD now, but I promisehe’s gonna make it all betterand bring you home to me somehow.============== 

Not a day goes by, I don’t see your faceAnd long to be in your embrace, To finally get to kiss those lipsTo place my hands upon your hips,  

And look into those lovely eyesShining like the moonlit skiesTo run my fingers through your hairA silkiness beyond compare 

And finally, caress your lovely cheekSo moved; I cannot speakTo hear that voice; oh so sweetit makes my heart pick up the beat 

To have and hold you- finallyTo be together, you and me=============My heart hurts,My head is spinning.I don’t know what to do;I don’t feel like living. 

I gave you my heart,And you broke it in two.You’ll never, ever know,How much I love you. 

The pain I feel insideIs burning up my dreams.I thought you loved me,But not everything is what it seems. 

But now that it’s over, I feel so sad.And deep down inside I’m hurt, angry and mad. 

You act as though you never even cared,Like you don’t even remember the times we shared. 

I lay in bed and wonder if you still love me,But I now know our love was just a short-lived memory. 

You’ve probably already found someone new,Knowing in your heart… I still love you.==============Wanting so long for this moment to come-I’m overwhelmed by your touchYou pull me close, we slowly kiss-I’ve wanted this so much. 

You say you were wrong; you’ve been so lost- without me by your sideApology accepted, by all my heart-who cares about my pride? 

You push the ring down my finger- it still slides right onSuddenly I feel alive again-all the pain is gone. 

Your eyes just seem to melt my heart-I crave to feel you nearI shiver as your breathtaking voice-whispers in my ear. 

You even go so far to say-you’d like to have my childEvery way you touch my heart-so gentle and so mild. 

I’ve never been so happy before-I’ve never been so completeI’ve never known this side of you-so caring and so sweet. 

The alarm clicks on, I lay in bed-as real as it may seemJust another night alone-…just another DREAM…….============= 

a lover laid down on his bedhis eyes fell closed before he dida hand came close and held him tighthis lover’s love was clear and bright 

she knew that he was close to deatha few small words slipped from his breatha tear rolled down, dripped to her breastshe wrapped his arms around her chest 

laying down upon his heartshe cried out loud for it to startbut from his whisper, all she knewher lover said…   “let me die… holding you”============= 

You’re a special friend Who I know is always there Someone to share my life with Every hope, dream, and care Whenever I feel sad, or alone You’re always there to make me smile It’s friends like you who I know Won’t leave me after a while Special friends like you mean the world to me When I think of something special It is your face I see All the time I’ve spent with you Puts a smile upon my face I hope one day I’ll be with you again Somehow, Sometime, someplace You mean alot to me and I would Do anything in the world for you So, no matter what’s going on in your life Just know you have someone to turn to. You’re a special person I care alot about you I wish I could say how special you are Only if you knew…================ 

“No-one should have to be this strong…”       I heard myself say.I cannot continue living my life….       in such a way.I’m sick of this feuding…      and i’m too tired to fight.I’m not up for the feeling…      of crying all night. 

“You think I am leaving”,      I am wanting to stay.Yet, how can I do that,      when you push me away?You tell me you love me,      and then turn around.So, I cry myself to sleep,      and you never hear a sound. 

You think I can make it,      because you think I am strong…But these day’s are getting shorter       and the nights are growing long.You think i’ll always stay,      but eventually I will go….. 

These are some of the things      I wanted you to know.——————- 

I didn’t plan this, nor did I expect it. I know you didn’t either. In fact, I never would have even dreamed it to ever be. I don’t know why we found each other, I only know that we did.I just want to know where it is you learned to touch me so passionately and send tingling flames all over my body consuming every breath I make.  

Where did you get those soft lips and the knowledge to kiss me and make the whole world stop turning and time stand still. I want to know where it is that says you can come into my life, change it, and turn it up-side down so wonderfully and magically. I want to know how it is that you can tell me everything without ever saying a word.  

How is it that you have not only seen the walls I have spent years building around my heart but gotten past them so easily.  

You move me.   

I want to know how it is that I have survived all this time without you beside me. Now that you are in my life I can’t even begin to imagine existing without you.You have seen past my faults, my mistakes, my past, and, yet, you love me still. How is it that I know you love me without you even telling me?  

I want so badly for you to believe all I say is true. I am nothing like everyone else. I know that deep down you know it is true.You look into my eyes and I don’t know where to begin to describe all the beauty I see. You touch me and nothing else matters. I found my strength in your arms.  

You hold my hand… and I feel what I have only dreamed about. You say my name… and my heart flutters. You call me ‘baby’… and my heart melts at the sound of your voice. You speak to me…and I get lost and carried to a far away place and get lost in your voice as if angels were silently singing.  

You stay beside me and I know I am safe. I feel your breath upon my face and neck as you hold me and it feels as if you are telling me of your love through a whisper. When you run your hand gently down my body goosebumps dance upon my skin. You gently kiss me and my passions are renewed. You hold me and all time stands still with the world at our feet.  

I know for the first time in my life that all is well.Oh, to feel the warmth of your body and the beating of your heart next to mine. To have you in my arms again would fill me with such unspeakable joy. You have touched my life and made it so beautiful that a lifetime would never be enough time to show you how wonderful you truly are.  

You have knocked down the walls and broken the chains that have held me captive all these years. I could never truly be able to speak of your beauty and the wonders of you. I love you with every ounce this body has and every breath I could ever take.  

You are the air I breathe.   

You are my life to me.============== 

Before I can let you love me,Before I can answer the questionOn whether or not I love you,I must first make a confession. 

No matter how much I may want you to,You could never have all of my heart.Because, the last time I gave it awayIt was roughly torn apart. 

No matter how much I feel for youIn any single wayYou must understand my heart …It’s not easily given away. 

No matter how much I trust youOr, how long we have been,I can never give all of my heartTo another man again. 

Piece by piece you’ll earn it,Maybe even a piece everydayBut, I could never fully Give all of my heart away. 

Please say you understand,Please don’t say “but, I’m not him!”Or, you’ll already tearThe pieces you’ve been given.=========== 

Emptiness inside, tears down my face,Am I actually in the right place?Hurt and humiliation is what I’m feeling today,‘I love you forever’, is what I’m going to say.Am I crazy or stupid or just plain dumb?There’s not a feeling in my body… I’m so numb! 

I cried myself to sleep last night in hopes of a better day,But the more and more I think about it, the more and more I pray. 

You said you loved me, you told me you cared,You told me I was the only one in your life,You told me I was to be your wife. 

I try to understand why love hurts so much,Why it brings so much remorse and pain,I guess that’s the way love goes, to put the ones you love insane! 

I was always afraid to tell you, there was so much love and trust,But now that I let it out… everything went to dust. 

I’ve looked into your eyes so many times before,I could never imagine seeing you walk out my door. 

You brought so much happiness and joy in my life,And now it feels like you stabbed me right through the heartWith a large dull knife. 

The abiding love I have inside for you,I promise to never to turn your world so blue,I guess with love no one has the slightest clue!==========Two peas in a pod, two perfect soulmatesTwo bright spirits is all it takes.You’re the light in my eyes and the smile on my face;You’re the reason why my life takes place. 

It seems as if I could never beThe person that I am, you see.Unless you are there by my sideNothing seems to go right. 

You navigate my ship when lost at sea,You held me tight and cried with me,You kissed my tears and washed them away,You told me that, by my side, you’d stay. 

All I can do is try my hardest to beThe kind of friend that you are to me.=========== 

Like the sleeping newborn, my innocence was true,But all that changed the moment I met you. 

Such a splendid life, I thought to myself,Blinded by love, not knowing my need for help. 

Each morning I awoke with thoughts of you,Denying the facts of the scandalous deeds you do. 

I gave you my soul, even my trust,And you threw it away for one night of futile lust. 

I was strangled by the tangled web you weaved.And it’s lucky for you I gave more than I received. 

A garment of love covered my eyes,making it impossible to see through your lies. 

I must admit, at times you were great,but your deceitful ways turned my love to hate.============ 

There are so many dreamsI wish would come true;One of them is you…Yet, you don’t see,You’re blind to my love.You can’t see that I almost worship you.You don’t see into my heartAnd you don’t realizeWhat your words do to me.All it takes is one wordTo make me cryAnd it only takes your smile To make me laugh-But you don’t see that.You don’t see meLike I see you,You don’t love meLike I love you.==========   I loved you so much, and you did me so wrong.  I never thought I would 

…but I’ve finally moved on. 

  You treated me badly, because you knew you had me.  It’s taken so long, and you never thought I could, 

…but I’ve finally moved on. 

   So now it’s time to say good-bye,no more of your childish games    or constant lies.You weakened a love that was so strong   and caused my heart so much pain, 

…but I’ve finally moved on.————— 

I brought a few things today to lie upon your grave.I brought the book that you loved so much.  Yeah that one, about the little choo-choo train that just wouldn’t give up.I also stitched your ‘blankie’ for those nights with a chill.The one you snuggled with when we learned you had fallen ill. 

I know, I know you don’t like to see mommy cry.But it hurts so bad not to look into those big brown eyes.I actually came here to tell you about a dream I had last night- you were there.  I reached out and touched you, ran my fingers through your hair.  I held you close and laughed with you for a bit.  Even told you “NO” and tried not to laugh as you threw one of your little fits. 

When I began to realize it was only a dream, I clenched my eyes together not wanting to awake.Wondering why it was ‘You’ God decided he must take.I know, I know, I shouldn’t question God’s works, as he seems to do them in mysterious ways.But sometimes I wonder how I will make it through the next of my given days. 

Never to hear your little laugh again.Not to see you grow and make a world of friends.Not to see you marry, or graduate from school.Not to argue with you over what’s right versus what’s ‘Cool’. 

You will always be my baby, and I will always think about you day and night.Imagining you dancing with the angels, Oh, what a wonderful sight!Knowing the heavens opened wide to let you in,and imagining in heaven you have made a world of friends. 

Well, it is about time for me to go.Just thought I would stop by for a moment or so;To remind myself that you are always here,even though you are up there.And to remind you that you are always My Little Angel.============